My 5 hours a week start tomorrow, somewhat. I have to do a lot of homework, so I might be doing 10 hours of research on the computer, and then going to sleep.
And yeah… Bleh… I don’t see how I’ll pull off 5 hours a week. Not even 10… 30, possibly. 5 hours a week is about 45 minutes a day. Meaning 1 cartoon a day, and checking my e-mail? So wish me luck on my 13 weeks with only 5 hours of media a week. (45 Hours total a.k.a. 2700 Minutes). It would be cool to see how many people could pull that off. My cell phone comes with 5000 minutes a month, so it’s hard to believe that for 3 and 1/2 months I have to watch less media than what most people talk on their cell phones for. So if you feel pity for me and think you need to change the way you live, you should consider limiting yourself to 5 hours of media a week as well. The 5 hours is Video Games, browsing the web for fun, computer games, and watching T.V. If you have to use the internet or watch TV for homework, that’s fine and doesn’t cut into your 5 hours. So yeah… Wy don’t you help me meet my goal by suffering along side me?

I’m also looking for an AJAX PHP chat script that uses MySQL and allows you to set up the different user accounts and access levels. I might find one that’s Open Source and under one of the licenses that allow you to take it and modify it freely. I can code the chat part and design, it’s the AJAX that I have a problem with.

Today’s Emo Quote:

“Sometimes I walk around wondering if anyone is aware that I’m still alive.”

I’m kind of freaked out because my dad keeps reading all of my blog posts and visiting my sites… I post this stuff online, so none of it’s overly personal or meant to be very private, but it’s embarrassing when he’s reading it out loud and everyone’s wondering what idiot posted that online. I’d be okay with him leaving comments, or e-mailing me, but reading it out loud anytime, or when we have company over is pushing the limits because they start to stare at me, and I feel embarrassed, then my sister makes fun of me and so do some other people. Like I blogged about going to the dentist one time, and he read it out loud like 5 times now, and people stare at me like I’m a weirdo because it was talking about how I got a filling and the person did it wrong and the tooth became really sharp and I cut myself.

EQOTD:

“I hate it when people read my blog.”

Okay, in actuallity I don’t hate it when people read my blog, I hate it when people talk out loud about my blog. Because I typed it up, so the least they can do is keep it to written materials.

Why live life to the fullest when I know that I’m just going to die?

Anywho,

I’m kindof upset.
I know college is expensive, and I know that paying for it comes from mine or my parents pocket, but when I get accepted to one, they shouldn’t get mad at me because of the cost. I know I’ll need to apply for scholarships and stuff, but they should at least be a wee bit glad for me.
I’ve been accepted to 5 out of the 7 colleges I’ve applied for. 4 of them cost over $30,000 a year. So yeah, they’re paying for my sister’s college courses, and soon me and my brother, so I know it’s going to be a heavy burden, but they rarely congratulate me on anything. I could be in the top of my class, and they’d still be upset. Straight A’s, and they don’t mid at all. But I get accepted to a college and thy get upset.

“We€™re not 100% sure what is causing these network problems, or what is being affected”

So I think Surpass’ thing is better. But Surpass doesn’t seem to update on every network issue, not like that’s a problem because there is very little downtime unless it is a server problem (which is covered in the weekly report). Plus, if there is a problem, it is usually posted in the forum informing people what happened. The only issue I have with this is if it is a big error, you don’t here about it till it’s over. This is somewhat why I like the DreamHostStatus because it’s hosted somewhere else.

I wonder if the reports help to increase hosts’ sales or if they turn people away. Or do people not know of their existence. The world may never know.

But what we do know is today’s emo quote of the day:

“My mom told me to get a hair cut. I told her I know of 2 other things I could cut.”

If you aren’t really getting what it means and need an explanation. You have to wrists, and the term cut can be replaced with slit, but yeah…

My dog got hit by a car. Luckily he’s alive and will hopefully do okay. My other dog also got hit by a car, but she’s doing fine.
Sebastian (meh puppeh) is bleeding in his lungs so he’s not allowed to move that much.He doesn’t really move that much at all since the accident, but today he was able to walk. He is eating and everything so hopefully he’ll be okay. Little kids are about to come over so hopefully they don’t try to do anything evil to him. They are always picking on him, but today I’m armed with a painball gun (yes, I didn’t put a t since I don’t have any CO2 at the moment, it is hard and heary and will leave a bump if it happens to come in contact with their head.)

So
Today’s Emo Quote is:
“Do you know what it’s like to be emotionally alone?”

Background:
This quote came from the english teacher today when we were having a group discussion.